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blind to the anwsers; find yourself.
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| _sexforlove. |
[Dec. 25th, 2003|11:33 am] |
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| | circle takes the square | ] |
i made a new journal, it also, is FRIENDS ONLY. i added everyone who added me on this journal. so please add me back. the username is: _sexforlove.
edit: i need help with layouts, i want it the same as this one only with dark grey as the color. please comment if you can help me out.
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| save me from this love affair, with broken hearts. save me; or save yourself.. |
[Nov. 27th, 2003|10:56 am] |
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| | it's just not working out. | ] |
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| | watch; if you're smart. | ] |
a boy, a girl- a love story.
but why did it end in misery?
taking our chances, getting our thrills..
taking & taking but never getting our fill.
& this is what i see.
a modern love story.
love defined on our t.v.
telling us, teaching us what we need.
are we in love or just so alone,
that we´re looking for anyone to hold?
when the prey is caught, the thrill gone,
so we´ll switch partners & move along.
& we won´t use our brains,
because our lust is too strong.
overlooking the person to whom the body belongs.
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| i'm sorry i'm not what you wanted. |
[Nov. 11th, 2003|02:42 pm] |
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| | when eight becomes two zeros; glassjaw. | ] |
LOVE COMES WARM, FRIENDLY, WITH OPEN ARMS. LOVE BRINGS HAPPINESS, PLEASURE, SMILES, KISSES, HAND-HOLDING, HUGS. THE BEAUTY OF IT IS INCREDULOUS. LOVE MAKES YOU FEEL INIFINITE. LOVE IS THE SUN SETTING ON THE HORIZON, LOVE IS FEELING WARM NO MATTER HOW COLD IT IS, LOVE IS THE FLOWERS IN YOUR BACKYARD, LOVE IS THE MUSIC THAT CONSOLES YOU, LOVE IS THE MEDICINE THAT REVIVES YOU, LOVE IS NOTICING THE FRECKLES IN EACH OTHER'S EYES, LOVE IS PATIENT & SHARING, LOVE IS CARING FOR ONE ANOTHER WHEN IMMUNITY ESCAPES, LOVE IS HAVING FUN WHEN YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO. YOU START TO GET CAUGHT UP IN ALL THE HAPPINESS & GOODNESS, FORMAL DEPRESSION OR UNCERTAINESS WITHERS AWAY BEFORE YOUR EYES. YOU ARE FINALLY CONTENT AND HEAD OVER HEALS-WEAK IN THE KNEES IN LOVE.
THEN, BAM! YOUR HEART GETS RIPPED TO SHREDS. THE PERSON YOU THOUGHT LOVED YOU CLAWS YOUR HAPPINESS APART WITH HER/HIS WORDS/ACTIONS. THEY BETRAY YOU. THEY SLAY YOUR HEART. THEY BREAK YOU. THEY FINISH YOU OFF WITH THOSE LAST WORDS. AND WHY? IT IS, STILL, YET TO BE DETERMINED. WHY, WHY, WHY?
FALLING IN LOVE WILL ONLY BRING GREAT TURMOIL/DEPRESSION &/OR INADEQUACY. EVERYTHING IS SO HIDDEN; ALL THE LIES, ALL THE WRONG, ALL THE DECEIT. LOVE IS NOT KIND, LOVE IS DIRTY & DISGUSTING WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT. BEAUTIFUL EXTERNALLY, BUT ABSOLUTELY HIDEOUS INTERNALLY. HOW MANY PEOPLE GET DIVORCED? HOW MANY PEOPLE CHEAT ON THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHERS? HOW MANY PEOPLE LIE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS? HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE LEFT LONELY? REGRETFUL? EMPTY? DEJECTED? HURT? COLD?
THIS IS THE ONLY LOVE THAT I KNOW. |
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| standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. |
[Oct. 6th, 2003|03:26 pm] |
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| | sin, sorrow, & sadness. | ] |
i hope you read this & your eyes linger on every word. i hope you sift through every memory of me like a photograph in your mind & in every one i'm spitting down on you. i hope this fucking hurts you some day like you've hurt me. i hope you're sick with it, i hope it rots you from the inside out, i hope there isn't a fucking second that goes by that you don't understand what a fucking waste of a human body you are. i hope you fall asleep every night sobbing & i hope you wake up every morning with nightmares echoing in your head. i hope to god one day i'll awaken from this curse you've cast and realize how much of a beautiful heart i've wasted on your pathetic life.
& when i do, i hope your there to see it. & i can fucking laugh. |
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